If you are the apple of my eye, and career is the future...
Which weights more?
Whether I shall measure it in this way, I really not sure. Yet, I keep hesitating and can't make any final conclusion till now. My head are over flooded with this matter. I did a test, by giving 2 choices and let my lil sis to choose. While she was thinking on which choice she wants, I terribly want her to choose on career. Does this show what my mind and heart really want?? I wonder and... ponder.
Some friends do support not to let go the golden opportunity while some will turn on apple instead. I knew and always being reminded that to keep and maintain a long distance relationship ain't easy. This is why I'm still indecision but somehow, I do not worry too much on this, honestly. Doesn't mean I don't care, but as I would always said, it is all on faith. Although there is a lil breakage, but if both really work it out, it wouldn't turn bad as you think, right? Or am I just trying to console myself?
The apple totally disagrees with my move but do agree if I really really really want to. Sigh. I'm feeling so weak in decision making, always. Just feeling that, I need the 'courage'. The COURAGE to get my first step forward and the ENCOURAGEMENT from the one I care.
Guess this is what I needed to stimulate me... =/
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