Words from you,

i do care, i do mind..

the same topic, seems never end,

being the one your finger pointed to,

physically and mentally

like running a marathon, tired...

i admire such a way,

getting rid of problems one of those days

sometimes, the two words seems mean nothing...

said it because you have to..

don't like the way you see me,

don't feel you had see through me...

i know, i know...

i shouldn't have such thoughts in my mind,

when it comes,

i feel myself unlikely to confront it

wishing to turn stronger just make myself weaker..

again, defeated...

i try, believe me.

have faith on me,

you and i know, changes needed intensely

just...

not this time,

please.. not again...

it ain't the right time.

**whispering... **